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Grams is having surgery around 5:30-6pm tonight in Rensselear. I wanted to go home but can't leave work early and my Mom told me to stay here and come home tomorrow as planned. So I am stressing and freaking out about not being able to be there for her. And to tell her I love you before she goes into surgery, and to be able to comfort her after she gets out of surgery and is in pain and let her know that it all went ok. I want to be there. I NEED to be there. But my need is more of a need to control, and of course I have no control over the situation. So all I can do is pray and trust God with her and the surgery. Which is a lot easier to say then do when you really love someone..

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