So last night I went to bed, and as usual had prayertime. (i pray in bed, its the only place where i'm not distracted by anything) I was praying about surviving two more days of work and I just lost it. I bawled for over a half an hour before texting Kim, and of course like the awesome best friend she is she called me right away. When I saw she was calling and knew she cared so much I lost it even more so I couldn't even answer to talk to her. Finally I decided I needed my Mom and called her at almost 10pm on a weeknight sobbing my heart out. I think I scared the life out of her. But she was able to calm me down and help me put things in perspective. Finally around 11 i laid down to go to sleep and of course ddin't sleep for a long time. Wonderful when you have to get up at 6 am for work. My eyes were so swollen this morning it was almost scary. i could only half open them so I opted for glasses. I went to work even though It almost killed me. And you know what? The day wasn't anywhere near as horrible as I thought it would be. It actually turned out GOOD. When I reminded of how MUCH God loves me it kind of just shocks me into i don't know what. I was so worried and upset about today and he took a bad situation and totally worked it around and blessed me in ways that I couldn't even have thought of! He is SO WONDERFUL!!!!!
I'll spare all the boring details, but I had a good lunch with our accounting controller, a great exit interview with my Boss, and she gave me the rest of the afternoon off and tomorrow off!! What is amazing and totally God's doing is that I had 26 hours of vacation left for this year and they are actually paying me for them! Which was great. But then she kept on and blew my socks off. I had allready accrued my vacation for next year, so I am getting paid for that as well! For those of you who struggle with math that is 66 hours of vacation that I am getting PAID for!!! Not only was this unexpected, but I had no clue, hadn't even dreamed of something like this!! It is such a huge blessing since I don't know what my pay schedule will be at PU, at the very least I would be going one week without a paycheck and now I am getting paid double for a week and a half!! GOD IS S GOOD!!! I am just so awed by his greatness and his love for me and taking care of me in ways that i could never dream. I kind of feel like standing up and singing every worship song I know at the top of my lungs.. I had better do it inside my head though, lest the cops be called on me. :)
JESUS IS COOL!!
I'll spare all the boring details, but I had a good lunch with our accounting controller, a great exit interview with my Boss, and she gave me the rest of the afternoon off and tomorrow off!! What is amazing and totally God's doing is that I had 26 hours of vacation left for this year and they are actually paying me for them! Which was great. But then she kept on and blew my socks off. I had allready accrued my vacation for next year, so I am getting paid for that as well! For those of you who struggle with math that is 66 hours of vacation that I am getting PAID for!!! Not only was this unexpected, but I had no clue, hadn't even dreamed of something like this!! It is such a huge blessing since I don't know what my pay schedule will be at PU, at the very least I would be going one week without a paycheck and now I am getting paid double for a week and a half!! GOD IS S GOOD!!! I am just so awed by his greatness and his love for me and taking care of me in ways that i could never dream. I kind of feel like standing up and singing every worship song I know at the top of my lungs.. I had better do it inside my head though, lest the cops be called on me. :)
JESUS IS COOL!!
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