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Stella the Sella

Well I had my ever so exciting MRI this morning. I managed NOT to freak out even though I came dangerously close to having a panic attack once I went in. There was a wash cloth over my eyes but I could see through the bottom and all I could see was the ceiling of the MRI tube and that about sent me over the edge! I just focused on breathing and chanted peace be still in my mind and luckily the Lord calmed me down.

No sooner had I gotten back to work and sat down at my desk, did the DR call with my results! 45 mins after the MRI! I was impressed!!

Well the good news is that I do not have a tumor. They were pretty sure I had a tumor on my pituitary gland. So I don't have a tumor, but I do have a growth there, a Stula (or at least thats what it sounded like. The nurse mumbled!!) which I have had since birth most likely and its benign and I don't have to do anything about it.

I have named her Stella the Sella.

Sadly, they have not yet figured out why my hormone levels are so low and why I am so sick and miserable all the time.

I go into the cancer center for a 3 hour growth hormone stimulation test sometime soon. Just waiting on them to call and schedule it. Hopefully that will give us some answers.

I am kind of down about this, granted I wasn't looking forward to having surgery but I was looking forward to feeling better and actually getting a chance to LIVE my life and not be so sick and miserable and just getting by most of the time.

My Mom, in her infinite wisdom, knew how down I was and sent me this wonderful email. I love my mom!!

Just wanted to say God does answer prayer just not always in the way we expect. God has great things for you in his time frame. All things we face and go through are for his glory and for our growth. Not always easy but strengthens us to be the strong believers we need to be. This is from my own experience and on going growth even at my old age status.
Love,
Mom

Comments

~~~Alana~~~ said…
Well, its good you dont have to have surgery! Just keep plugging away, they will eventually figure it out!

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