Something bigger than me..

I've been feeling a bit guilty about my blogging lately. I read so many good blogs and so many blogs from Christian women that I look up to, that encourage me and strengthen me in each post.

But yet I fear that I am nothing like them. I have never been great at expressing myself and talking theology, but I began to wonder, if someone visited my blog, would they know I was a Christian?

Granted I am not talking about being promiscuous, going out drinking, or swearing up a storm, but really, would someone know that I am a believer by the words that I write?

I hope so but I fear that is not the truth. And I want that to change.

God has really been working on me this summer, especially with my sickness and all of the trials that I have been going through. He has used these to make me utterly dependent upon him and to give me a huge sense of who he is and how truly AWESOME he is. And I don't want to be silent about that, I want to show everyone how he has blessed me and continues to bless me each and every day even through the rough times.

I hope I can began to share those blessings with you and share what God is doing in my life and how he is trying to make me into a Woman after his own heart.

I hope you will bear with me, and pray for me, as he continues to mold me and change me. The molding isn't always easy for me:) but I know it will be worthwhile.

JESUS IS COOL!!

Comments

LizzieB said…

Amen sister! :)

August 23, 2009 at 9:37 PM

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